SELF-PORTRAIT

First the hair

before it falls,

taffy, black molasses.

Then the skin,

fever-flush pink,

marshmallow cheeks,

(steroid-filled).

Wait, I forgot the eyes,

(I don’t see too well, these days)

obscured by tubes and blebs

and blood.

And then the mouth

that eats poetry

and cake

and spills happiness by the barrel.

The body ballet depends on the day:

sometimes a corpse,

and other times, a salmon

leaping, dolphin hooting

medley.

Slumped on the desk, scribing,

tucked up in bed, scribing,

hooked to the needles,

falling down the manholes,

scribing.

I find my eyes again,

scribing.

There you are,

light.

© Shaista Tayabali, 2014

Took this at the hospital just before one of my many myriad procedures.
This is how I see sometimes. Bit blurry, bit double visiony...

And this is how my mother sees me. Under her hands, I become whole. 

(Another interpretation of a dverse poets prompt…)