Friday, 17 January 2025

ICARUS IN REVERSE

I want to be impressive 
and say I met a mountain once,
or a pyramid, or the desert -
but the truth is the sea scares me 
and the only landscape I know 
lies beneath me; 

my bed. My panicked heart. 



I iron over my panicked heart,
flat as sheets of hair
you can buy these days, and
attach, like a doll’s accessory 
to your own bemused scalp -
whose stories have crossed rivers 
you’ll never know.

Be sure there was sadness there,
you’ll never know.

No one parts with their hair 
when it ripples freely; freedom 
was paid in the sacrifice. Who
pockets the coins of gold
in the temples of our prayers?

The first women who wrote poetry 
were nuns, some say. But the 
first woman was earth, was sea,
was fire flooding air, is still
every tree. I want to be impressive?
Why? Every tiny seed is me.

The sorrow is I forget my wings 
and falling, fail to rescue me. 

(Images: via Lucy Campbell art on instagram After Bruegel, Landscape with the Fall of Icarus (Musées Royaux des Beaux-Arts, Brussels)
Participating in DVerse Poets Open Link night 

5 comments:

Brendan said...

Who pockets those coins indeed, what cost the sacrifice? If the gods endow us with wings, who teaches us to fly? Or fall? Jack Gilbert said Icarus wasn't failing by falling, only coming to the end of his triumph. Yearning to fly are the only true wings we are given. (Then we write poems.)

Sanaa Rizvi said...

I love the poignancy with which is poem is penned, Shaista! Especially moved by; "The first women who wrote poetry
were nuns, some say. But the first woman was earth, was sea, was fire flooding air, is still every tree."💜💜

robkistner said...

Wonderful Shaista — love you friend… 🙂

Yvonne Osborne said...

That landscape is one of my favorites. WH Auden - "A boy fell from the sky but a ship went sailing by with someplace to go..." something like that! I like this especially the first stanza.

paeansunplugged said...

A very moving, beautiful verse, Shaista. Life is such a bummer.

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