Friday, 10 January 2025

PALINODE TO FLIGHT

New Year met me somewhat sad,
Old year leaves me tired’ - Christina Rossetti

Bird on a wire.
Bird on a tree.
I see you.
Do you see me?
Blink and I’ll miss you.
Squint and you’ll see me.
I, in a taxi, unable to drive.
You, wingèd beastie, fly. 
Fly!

Down among the chimneys,
we burn and kill each other.
Friendly slaughterhouse,
we marry and charm each other.
Trees grow down here, their 
roots our only saving grace.
Mycelium drip feeds our lungs - 
we live, we breathe; sip by sip, 
we make space. 



© Shaista Tayabali, 2025
This, an attempt at a palinode (a song of opposite ideas, or retraction of opinions) is what I wrote in the taxi on the way to the hospital yesterday for an infusion I missed on Sunday. I slept through Sunday’s infusion appointment time, still so fatigued from the weight of last year. 
In this poem, I begin with height and flight, but also shorter staccato lines, and then it takes a turn, a descent, a swoop down into the mire and murk of being human. I try towards the end to invite the idea of space, which is what birds have in abundance, and what we seem to devour with our selves, our industry and our tech. Trees, as always, save us, both reaching down and reaching up. Trees have no need for palinodes. Except when they are on fire… 


(Images : Dante Gabriel Rossetti, 1828-1882)
             DVerse Poets 

2 comments:

Helen said...

we live, we breathe; sip by sip ~~~ but can no longer fly ...... I enjoyed reading your palinode.

Sherry Blue Sky said...

Oh, my friend, how I resonate with that bone-deep weariness......we are meant to evolve upwards, which is why birds speak to us so much. Yet here we are, stuck on earth, in the mire, going backwards. And yet tree roots keep going down, branches keep reaching up. Mother Earth's own hope keeps me hanging on. Sometimes by a thread.

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